Well, it won the 'Best of Fest' at the Long Island Film Festival & was nominated at Sundance. But from what I can see it was never widely released. Here are two links but I don't know how accurate they are & you have to signup at DA before you can watch anything?

https://www.deviantart.com/doviepiha/journal/Download-How-to-Make-the-Cruelest-Month-Avi-286862818

https://www.watchplaystream.com/en/movies/how-to-make-the-cruelest-month-1998/